wat can i do 2 make her stop???

pls...god tell me how...i need guidance...y da hell got such ppl hu so 'chi sam' 1???y do dis ppl keep coming to me??? shit man i hate myself...god take me away from dis planet...since i'm dat alien...haiz...relationship...is such a sensitive thing...every action u make...every word u say...will all affect the outcome...frenship...can so easily be influenced by dat outcome...everyone has different perceptions...so they view things differently...i noe all dat!!!!but y am i keep doing such things????dumb me!!!!stupid guy...haiya...dun wanna think bout it la...jz let it be...let god decide....coz i cant control it anymore...is out of my damn boundries...is up 2 her to realize...dat in dis world there r still a lot of hope awaits her...not oni me...pls pray 4 dis day to come...where she finally realize her mistake...pls...