the reality of the world

well they say that when u r unhappy, u write it out....in this cae...u blog it all out!!!! well 4 me....i dont really knows wat i feel now, partly amazed, partly disappointed....

this is because no matter hopw hard u defend your ideas and actions, there are people who look at u with a biasness in their eyes....and no matter how hard u try to convince them that u r not 'EVIL' that they said u r, hell they wont listen to a damn word u say.....that is how realistic these people are....and im not saying that im not like them, but at least i know how to respect other people's ideas .... at least in front of them....i do not act it out.....dats called manners.....god how do their parents teach them to behave like that?????!!!!!

just as dis is not worse enough 4 me, wat reli amaze me is even those people who knows me very well....they did the same thing!!!! when things dont go their way, and at that time u voice up something, a suggestion or idea, hell ya u will get it!!!! they will treat u like an alien, who jz got into this house of pain....i mean...y do people cant just take 1 step back and try to look at the big picture for a moment??? they jump to conclusion too fast.....and hell they defend their own ideas!!! which is illogical at all.....

ah.....i know that these words might not sound real to u guys out there but is all up 2 u to believe it or not.....u can comment and condamn these ideas....u r all welcome to do so.....bcoz I CANT CHANGE YOUR MIND.....and I HAVE NO RIGHT TO DO SO TOO!!!!!

some of u might think that im out of my mind, perhaps i am....well then again, maybe is just that i am through with this world, i see the real face of humans, i been through all the insults and humaliation...and the emotional and psychological torture that some of us went through....no one will understad that!!!! maybe i am just disappointed of the world.......