wah...reli like a big family outing!!!

hahahaha....today is another happy day where we all spent our time together at the famous PYRAMID....well...this time reli 'crowded'....kah hoe,cheng wai,chui lee,leech,leech's 2 frens,pinky,jordan,charlie, and yvonne....10 person!!!...well..of coz...we occupied almost the whole middle row and some of the front row...haha...reli funnylor....the opening 45 minutes of the show already heard my sis call 4 help....she almost died of boredom!!!....haha...although im being so noisy to cheer her up...let her beat me as hard as possible...but yet...i found it boring oso....haha...after the show...we all like jz wake up from a sweet dream...especially jordan...he told me he was 'unconcious' 4 3/4 of the show!!!!holy shit!!!!i hope dat is not true...haha...

after we woke up....we went shopping...well..is not reli shopping...coz we r walking without knowing where we wanna go!!!!...we jz talk to everyone in the group...haha...well of coz leech's 2 frens were kinda quiet...but i make sure they have something to laugh about!!!...haha...u noela...being a lovely and cute 'clown'...it is a norm to make ppl laugh lor...haha...they reli cant tahan la....leech ar...shud warn them b4 they come mah...haha...well...been talking to chui lee about buying a purple bra...it will be nice...4 her at least...but r u sure that the price will be over RM 50???...almost went into AUDREY shop....thx to pinky hu got the idea of going to SECRET RECIPE...with a condition that is i treat them all...wah...it is worse than buying that bra ok...

so finally we settled 4 ice-creams...from MCDONALD's...haha...cheapest 1....haha...i treat la of coz...in dis case...soli ar chui lee 4 not realizing wat u said...so so so so very soli....coz too many ppl talking to me liao...haha...anyway i still buy u an ice-cream rite???good enuf la...haha/...

lastly...i got all my nails coloured..into pink!!!is not so obvious....but is shinning...thx sis ...love ya!!!!next time bring purple ok???reli wish that the day does not end there....but...every meeting has its goodbye to say...haiz....i dont wanna say goodbye to u all...miss ya all!!!

interview is over!!!

yea...thankfully steven's interview is not dat tough...thx pal!!!haha...we manage to get it over today...there will be more on monday....it will be fun...

skeleton key memang sux!!!

although i tried so hard to accept this movie...but in the end still hv to rate it below satisfaction level....haha....sis dear ar....nvmla...know u kinda piss and bored inside the cinema...but we all have a good time enjoying the air condition ma....and i kena marah by u leh...shud be happy to bully me...haha...

missmatch day!!!

bvwahahhahahhah today damn funny...everyone looks so weird...especially me lor..the guy with 2 ties...2 ribbons to be exact...gahahaha...thx to elaine chow....i got 2 bunny like ribbons....front and back...so damn cacat...anyway today is meant to be cacat mah....so hu cares...pinky's lec say that i'm more weird than her...of cozla...no wears like me!!!hahah...elaine wore jordan's basketball jersey...so funny...like a super short yao ming!!!haha...

miss-match day...interview day oso!!!

haha..reli confuse of wat to wear tomolo lor...coz got interview,missmatch..and the day when i will go out with my frens...so wat can i wear to suit all 3 event together??reli thinking now...hopefully i get an idea eventually la...

interview ppl and kena interview tomolo!!!

haiz....dunnula....kinda worry about tomololor...scare i dunnu wat to answer...i got steven as my damn boss!!!...hope he will make it easierla...

flight plan or red shoe???

damn...of coz...anyone hu noes me sure will noe dat i will damn cetainly choose red shoe...coz i'm a horror lover!!!!haiz...they all plan to watch flight plan....but is okla...i will still watch red shoe even if i watch myself!!!coz wat matters is da movie ma!!!!it will be such 'fun' if i watch on my own...hahah

kena 'make up' today!!!

hahahaha...wonder y i let them apply lip stick on my lips today!!!!but it is kinda funnylor...at first i do it volunteerly...elaine chow help me...then i tot she is going to wipe it off...she applied another 1 on my lower lip!!!damn another elaine took da pics....hahahait was damn funny....haiyo..oni i can do dis kind of thingsla...dats y i'm those girls' ji mui ma..although they do not accept me....so sad....haha

too much homework!!!

grrrrrrrrr this is the part i hate most....homework....both IDC and Ob got some stupid assignment to do...interview and book review...both due friday!!!!gr.....no time oredi....the interview shud be fun...wondering hu i will get on that day itself...hahagonna wear tie on dat day...consider miss-match la....coz maybe..and i mean maybe i will wear it upside down...after the interview sessionla of coz!!!

y am i feel bored of everything???

wat is wrong with me???i feel dat time has stopped long time ago..and need to break thru...jz dunnu y....i feel dat sometimes i dont belong to where i am...or wat i am...need to find a better life....

worst decision ever made by malaysia!!!

last nite finale was a disaster...letting daniel won the title of malaysian idol 2 was a total catastrophic damage to the nature of this competition...bcoz he oni capable in 'tarik' ppl to vote 4 him...im not saying dat he has no talent at all..is jz dat his talent has not reach the level of a true malaysian idol...nita's performance was much better than daniel's 1 on friday nite...yet she oni got 32%(0.4 million votes out of 1.6 million) of votes while daniel got 68%(1.2 million votes out of 1.6 million)!!!dat is a total disgrace...daniel is a lucky boy...never say he is a guy...coz he looks jz like a small kid...haiz...anyway...malaysian vote based on who they like...base on appearance...not talent...reli disappointed with all malaysian....

last minute BOMB!!!

haiz...today actually wanna go watch the myth with my frens 1.......then suddenly all call me saying dat they cant make it...lazyla...got to go out la...got examla...all sorts of excuses!!!!!!!grrrrrrrrrr...and say they will plan another day wor....4 more ppl...haiz,....4give themlor.;...but must treat me makan ya!!!haha

rainy day, boring day

haiz..today is so0 boringla after came back from coll...haiz...tot the rain has stopped so dat i can play football..or at least go cycling...but...it starts rainning again...damn sad...can oni blog here...at home...boring...but watching the myth with my fren tomolo...happy!!!

hate my damn stupid short hairstyle!!!

dis is worse than any other hairstyle dat i had cut b4!!!holy shit man....how can dis happen???damn i hate it when is long...but now..i hate it when it is too short!!!i swear i will never even look at the stupid saloon in pyramid even if i past by the shop!!!damn feel like burning the shop!!!grrrrrrrrrrrrr.....dis is oni junior hairstyle...if professional lagi worse i think!!!haiz...now jz pray dat my hair will grow faster..

today...kinda funny...

hhaaa....jz when i was about to go and get my car...i saw chui lee waiting 4 bus outside the guard house...haha...she wants to go to pyramid...so i say i will give her a ridela...then she says that there is a saloon to cut my hair...so oklor...i follow....we met elaine chow,kim,and gaya there oso...haha...i went to get my hair cut...is rm 15...damn...at first i see my hair is quite ok...although a bit short at the front...then...when i came back...my mum said that i look like a prisoner with that long tail at the back..and she says it is too short...i try to convince myself that it is still 'OK'...then..i look in the mirror...omg!!!it is true la...reli look like a prisoner...so ugly!!!!damn i started to curse that saloon...then i decided to go to an indian barber shop to cut my hair behind....it looks much better...wasted that rm 15...makes it rm 20 per head!!!shitla....never go to that saloon again!!!anyway thx chui lee 4 accompanying me ....

Big News!!!

WALAUPUN tersingkir daripada MI2 tetapi Farah beruntung kerana bakat nyanyiannya mendapat perhatian daripada pengasas Universiti Lim Kok Wing (ULKW) iaitu Tan Sri Lim Kok Wing.Kata Farah, tokoh pendidikan itu bersetuju untuk membiayai kos rakaman album sulungnya yang kini sedang dalam perancangan.``Selain membiayai kos rakaman, Tan Sri Lim Kok Wing juga bersetuju untuk memberi saya biasiswa melanjutkan pelajaran di universiti tersebut.``Saya memang mahu melanjutkan pelajaran dalam bidang Pengiklanan dan Penyiaran peringkat ijazah,'' katanya.COOL...!GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FARAH!!!! Itulah namanya rezeki..smile everybody!

Wao...now dats greeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaatttttttttttttttt..!!!!Farah's talent caught Tan Sri Lim Kok Wing's eyes...fantastic opportunity to improve herself and still become famous with her album!!!!....there is still hope....but...i was wondering..could this be true???trying to find out now...certainly wish so...

no mood 4 geometry...

haiz...jz when i wanna start doing my geometry homework....i lost it all...concertration i'm talking about..i oni manage to do 5 questions so far...after half an hour sitting there...such a useless guy...maybe is bcoz i saw farah's picture with me...so damn fucking sad and pissed...shitla...anyway gambateh farah in everything u do in ur life...will owiz support u and love u!!!

To Farah..With Love!!!!

I'm so glad to hear that she's okay... it was a very very shocking and sad night... like all Farahnatics, i was one who cried like mad, for more than 1 and a half hours before i calmed down... the AV was also very sad, and it showed how she progressed, from sweet girl-next-door to 3rd place Malaysian Idol... it was so harrowing i cried at that moment... she deseves more than that and I'm sure she'll get what she deserves when a good production company signs her in... the last performance is proof enough that Malaysians were mistaken, and I'm also glad that if she was to leave, she left on an all-time high... Bravo Farah... we all LOVE you, dun ever give up, keep smiling (like during that result show, so sweet...) and I promise to support you till the end. You will always be my Malaysian Idol.

Kepada Farah, Dengan Cinta!!!

sesaat keputusan di umumkan semalam...perlahan-lahan saya menutup tv, membuka cd lagu(dalam hati saya) Farah - 'Kembali Lagi Ke Sisimu'...tak sanggup lihat Farah menangis kerna saat itu...rasa bagai ada pisau yang sedang enak menghiris hati...

Mungkin saat ini bukan untukmu
Mungkin juga tika ini takdir indah bukan untukmu
Semangat ini bagaikan lesu
Tika airmatamu turun
Engkau membisu
Aku terpaku
Dingin
Kenyataan itu sangat pahit
Untuk ditelan
Namun percayalah...aku dibelakangmu
Akan terus jadi pemerhati dan meminati
Kerna bakatmu harus terus dihargai
Meski apa pun yang terjadi

wat is love???

love is something which is the simplest thing on earth...yet...if u do not handle it well...it became the most complicated and soul killing problem...there r a lot of things needed to form a good love relationship...including trust and tolerance...when problem arise..it is up to da couple to test how strong is their relationship and trust on the special 1...if the bond is not strong between 2 individuals...everything between them will not last...after love...an individual shud realize wat he/she needs in a relationship...of coz...seperation is always at risk...and is gonna taste very very bitter...it needs time to recover...when one says hold on to the relationship no matter wat...he/she means the other side of it too...coz no 1 can force him/herself to stay in dat relatonship when his/her heart does not belong to da relationship anymore...yes..it is wise to break up earlier than to drag both individual...but dont give up b4 trying to resolve da prob...haha...be happy...use problem solving process la!!!it might jz work!!!

very very very down mood!!!!

very unhappy...dissatisfied...and all depression....bullshit man....after Farah was out of MI...while Daniel(that lucky asshole) still in with the highest vote while he sang the worst that nite....pls....i m still questioning about daniel's ability...dat bullshit never reli realize how lucky he is...very down now...dont wanna talk more...ciaoz

aiyo..bored of everything...

haiz...jz dunnu wat has happen to me...i jz keep feeling everything sounds so bored to me...i need to change...need something new...a new life...new activities...new challenges...new environment...perhaps..new me!!!...everyday is so long to me...not 24 hours...is like 240 hours...wat happen to me???

nice party!!!

haha...dis party held on a big field...it was nice...songs and melody r in the air...all the light from all the lanterns reli make the dark and gloomy field comes alive...and of coz..all the small and cute little kids hu r playing with their very own lanterns reli make me feel alive again..u noela..i love kids!!!...as i walk around the field.. saw families...couples...all playing lanterns and stick candles on the ground...it reli form some sort of romance in the air...reli felt it...reli happylor...waiting 4 tomolo's party at summit car park organized by MCA and summit..haha...reli in party mood!!!

no football today...

haiz..all my buddies feel tired after the st.john meeting and lesson conducting...haiyo..oni i ask them...they say they dont want...they ask me not tired meh??of coz not la...i love playing football....how can i be tired rite...anyway...no football...so i take the chance to go to repair my car....not muchla...jz a bit oni..then come back wash my car and my mum's car-naza ria...haha...haiz..sometimes when i'm down and unhappy..i will go and wash something..sure 1...like mopping floor...even though happy oso do it...but unhappy sure do it 1...dunnu y...perhaps it can make me 4get those unhappy moments and all the ppl whom i wanna 4get of...haha...never feel tired lor...anyway got to go liao..my whole body is damn wet after washing 2 cars and mopping the floor...gtg take a bath..then i still got a party to attend!!!ciaoz!!!

peng you (friends)

*Ze xie nien, yi ge ren
All these years, alone

Feng ye guo, yu ye zou
The wind has passed, the rain had gone

You guo lei, you guo cuo
There were tears, there were wrongs

Hai ji de jien chi shen me
Things we hold dear i still recall

Zhen ai guo, chai hui dong
If you've had true love, then you would know

Hui ji muo, hui hui shou
There is loneliness, there are goodbyes

Zhong you meng, zhong you ni
There are dreams, always there is you

Zai xin zhong
In my heart

**Peng you yi shen yi qi zou
Friends walk this life together

Na xie re zi bu zai you
Those days will not return

Yi ju hua, yi bei zhi
One word, one life

Yi shen qing, yi bei jiu
A lifetime relationship, a cup of wine

Peng you bu cheng gu dan guo
With friends you wont be lonely

Yi shen peng you, ni hui dong
Lifelong friends, you'd understand

Hai you shang, hai you tong
There are wounds, there is pain

Hai yao zou
Must go our seperate ways

Hai you wo
Always there is me

*Repeat
**Repeat 3 times

This song is very meaningful as we go through our life with friends...bcoz when our parents r gone..we need friends...even if there r still here..we need frens...so appreciate every single fren dat u have in ur life...no matter where u go...i will be in ur heart 4eva!!!

huh...mooncake parties coming up dis weekend!!!

well..if u think dat last week's party wasnt great enuf...behold 4 dis week's double party!!!haha...on saturday...on the big field...there is gonna be a huge bash 4 dis mooncake festival!!!performance..dances....everything...is gonna be fun!!!then...on sunday...is at summit...5.30 pm onwards...organize by MCA ...well..gonna help out der...and then party!!!...haha...it will last all nite long!!!cant waitla...anyone interested can come...just be prepared 4 party!!!all da parties reli help people to 4get about their bz life and all the nonsense, troubles...and all da crap...which is good...come to heaven!!!

breakfast..then pasar pagi!!!

haha...is reli fun ya noe...after we had breakfast at kai xin restaurant...we went to the pasar pagi nearby..there...not oni vege..meat..and fruits are sold...there r clothes too!!!of coz..most of them r 4 ladies...nonetheless...i bought 2 pants 4 myself...is reli nice and cheap..RM 6 per pant...think about it...haha...not reli many choice 4 man lor...but is ok la..the important thing is to go with my dearest mum!!

morning jog with my mum!!!

wah...today reli goodla...get to jog with my mum at 6.15 a.m!!!which i don normally do..coz i normally do alone...although my leg muscle still kinda sore after football match yesterday evening..i still go coz i like jogging and wanna spend some time with my mother..teman her mah...well..it is good coz besides jogging...we get to meet her frens...(uncles and aunties)..and most importantly...we get to see the sunrise...feel the life given by the sun...4get about everything in da past....4get about all the yesterday...no more despair...

erlllllllll....wah...oni 5.35 am??

haha...dat time represents the earliest time ever i woke up at during dis holiday...wah...damn early...i wanna see the sunrise later...will be beautiful...jz love it...it gives me new life..new hope...new challenges...good morning malaysia!!!

continue...

from last blog....well...huever out there hu think dat cursing all the crap i jz cursed is bad...then pls...pls someone ask hin/her to go to hell...or i will definately curse him to the deepest of hell itselff!!!....is wat i do when im pissed of the world and all those fucking brats including everyone around me....damn fucking pissed man!!!wish dat now is May 13 1969..so i can kill anyone i like...anyone i choose...ripe them apart..or even eat them alive...yes..i'm a cannibal...so wat??it is something new here in malaysia...so lets try la...make it as bloody as possible...sometimes ppl around me jz piss me off everyday...everyday,i meet people...those fucking people dat i met never reli know me..which is good...fools in my eyes...they tot i'm dat good...nice...and all the crap the crap out everyday...damn fucking not true...but..anyway...hey, hu cares???let those fools continue wat they do best everyday....try to make me happy???i'm damn fucking happy now!!!coz i get to be myself finally...no need of nice words...nice actions...everybody is watching like a some kind of show..they dont reli know me...i'm like a parasit waiting to spread...once i spread...people will change their mind about me...haha...

i noe i noe...i reli look like in need of a psychologist...haha...yaya...perhaps...but bare this in mind...dis disease..it never cure...dis scar..it never heal..it will oni get bigger..stronger..and harder to beat!!!

care too much, kick my butt!!

well..from now on...i decided to jz be myself...ntg is gonna stop me from being wat the hell i'm and hu the hell i'm....hu cares wat people say???i dont give a shit about that...u think i'm bad?evil?not nice?so be it...i dont care wat the fuck u say ...no matter hu u r....i go wherever i go...do watever i do..say watever i say...live my damn life to the extreme...from absolutely everything i want to absolutely everything i lost...wat is past is past...jz let the past rot in hell...i die however i want...or u can ask ur freaking damn good god to come and punish me...hu cares...burn me..stick a knife to my heart..cut of my penis or which ever part u want...i will jz enjoy every moment...say i'm nuts???yes...u r damn rite i'm nuts!!!so wat??wat u gonna do???lock me up???to hell with that!!!

some people jz try to be nice and then cold to me....well...so wat??like i said ...i dont care...i will still treat him or her the same fucking way i treat others...so wat if u dont like me???kill me if u can...if u cant..jz kiss ur life goodbye!!!...to all of u hu read dis...u guys think that i need help from a psychologist??so be it..call him or her...coz i will noi say the same thing all over again!!!i dont give a fucking damn!!!

worry about me???hahaha..very funny...worry..??haha...damn nice of u but no thx!!!there is absolutely ntg to worry about...anyway..hu cares if u worry bout me???it will jz hurt urself..ur health,ur mentality...i dont care...is ur choice to worry...is ur damn stupidity to do so...well...i do hv something in dis world to care about...that is my family...and only my family!!!!dont ask y....coz dat is a stupid damn idiotic question to ask...well...of coz...wat can the world do when i bullshit all around???they will jz let me do so...is my damn fucking right!!!...so be it if u wanna call the police...call the security guard...or watever it is...jz come if u got the damn guts...coz if i die..i will make sure that i die with the 1 hu kills me...haha...so damn fucking fun dis is gonna be...well dats all 4 now...to be continued...

worst guy on earth-me!!!

now..i announce i'm da worst guy on earth!!!...i noe y...but i'm not gonna tell...jz total jerk, bullshit, bloody son of a bitch!!!!damn me to hell!!!!jz kill me someone pls!!!let me dissapear from dis earth so dat other people can live happily ever after and the world will become a better place!!!

the maid sux!!!

haiz...another disappointing horror movie!!!to me ...it is ntg...the show sux...although the maid in da movie is kinda cute and pretty...haha...it is too much voice...not much talking...haiz...yet my sis scare like wat...is like a ordinary show to me...hope 4 better and more challenging horror movie!!!

yea...play football finally...

after suffering an leg injury 4 2 days...i finally got on field and play football!!!so happy today..once i recieve a call from my football buddy...haha...score a hat-trick of coz...like owiz...haha....yeayea..although my leg muscle kind sore now...but it is alrite...hope we can all play like dis 4eva!!!

CHANGE!!!

talk about change har...there r 2 types of result when something or someone changes...it is either u became good...or u became evil...dats all...change..is a process of life everyone takes...we change 4 better...no 4 worse...if u change and make others feel bad or effect others in a negative way...y change??!!...think of ur loves one!!!change is a huge step towards maturity...if we change 4 da worse...it is not maturity we r talking about oredi...it is stupidity...so..care 4 ur loves one..as they owiz care 4 u!!!

red eye damn nice!!!

unbelievable show...how things can turn around 4 anyone at anywhere...jz when u thought dat the ppl u noe has no bad intension over u...u might jz get it...dis is a lesson to teach all of us to becareful of everyone in your life...even of those whom u noe...bcoz in the end...u can oni trust urself...talking about general case...some case even own family members cannot be trusted...money,power leads to lies and deceits...even murders...be yourself...trust urself....DTA(Dont Trust Anyone)!!!

went to carrefore..

today damn tiredla....went out since 2 pm...8 pm oni came back...haha..wat to do??hv to teman my mum to buy something...oso i bought a shirt mah...haha....she no need to say lor...bought 4 oredi today...girls mah....dats good...then went to pick my bro up from skool...haiz...damn jam la...but is fun..haha...it is better than staying at home!!!

Planning...

hey guys...i was planning to go to Hong Kong's Disney Land...if cant go with my family...then wanna go with frenslor...hopefully...jz planningla...no money no talk oso..but Hong Kong is kinda cheap wat...reli wanna go!!!we can organize a trip there!!!

gonna watch those cds today!!!

haha...it has been 2 days since leech lend me 'the maid' and 'red eye' cd...i havent watch....must watch it today...of coz...i still hv 4 more days to watch oso mah...

Pinky!!!u remind me...

haha...last nite we were talking bout my stubborness to apply oilment on my injured leg after i stretched it during the bowling game...haha...she actually reminds me of the time i help others after finishing my 1000 meter running during sports day....coz got st john duty mah...so automatically will go help others even though i hurt my leg during the run...reli totally 4got about my pain...it comes naturally when i see someone injured...haha...cant help it...hv to approach them to help out mah...then after i reach home oni i feel da pain...dunnu y lor...haha...helping others owiz comes first b4 myself!!!

here is something to think about..

been thinking...wat if 1 day u found out that 1 of ur family member has done a terrible thing like breaking the law...and only u can expose him/her to law itself???will u tell the truth so dat justice is prevailed???or will u jz keep ur mouth shut and pretend ntg happen??...watever u do...u will gonna make either side suffer...if u wish to tell the truth...ur beloved 1 will be punished by law...if u pretend ntg happen..then ur beloved 1 will keep doing evil while u can jz watch others suffer..and it is a matter of time until u get the effect of that evil's action...so...tell me...wat will u do???

funny!!!

haha...yesterday...leech and chui lee 'stole' my purse and ran away...i hv got about rm 300 inside!!!so i chase after them...they ran into a bra and lingerie shop...i didnt realize that and ran inside oso...haha...everybody was watching me...i got my purse back coz chui lee and leech so surprise dat i ran into the shop...after i came out oni i realize...holy shit...anyway..there are a few guys inside oso wat...somemore next time gonna teman my lou po go buy leh...perhaps i go buy 4 her leh...so now must train!!!...haha

The idols learn to fly...

haha...Farah,Nita and Daniel learn to fly on sunday!!!...they get to fly a plane with guidance....how i wish to fly like them!!!that is 1 of my dream!!!

my leg ok liao

haha...today morning...once wake up i feel no pain on my leg oredi...compare to last nite's pain...it was terrible...

sometimes...it happens...

well..at times..just when u tot that u treat someone so good...u love them so much..yet they turn around and bite u in da ass!!!...they accused u...they blame u...now..dat reli make the innocent 1 heart broken...so...u treat someone good...doesnt mean dat they will accept ur kind heart...doesnt mean they appreciate u...doesnt mean dat u will get go0o0d treatment from them in return...so...the world is so cruel...u jz have to deal with it in order to survive...be prepared...expect the worst...pray 4 da best!!!

i always wonder...

what is my impression to all of u guys???wat u guys think about me???coz people keep thinking of what my intension is to them when i talk to them...dats so not true...am i dat bad???am i worst of all???

what a happy day!!!

haha...although i think i stretch my leg muscles and tired..i'm still gonna blog..bcoz is such a happy days with frens!!!...today we(me,pinky,leech,steven,mei wen,kah hoe,chui lee) celebrated jordan's bday...haha...lotsa surprise 4 him of coz...first is my special cake...is vanila...is delicious ...secondly is the 4 version of bday songs (cantonese, english, bahasa malaysia and mandarin), and thirdly is the pink shirt from pinky...haha...he is quite suitable 4 dat shirtlor...haha

we went bowling,snooker and shopping...actually wanna go 4 ice-skating..but me and steven are tired after the bowling...yet we went again 4 bowling...haha...soli everyone...haha...jz hoping dat we can gather like dis more in da future...frens 4eva!!!

jz when i'm feeling down...something picks me up..everytime!!!

haha...so damn funny...i was 'fan' about ISUs...then...doughlas call!!!i can already recognize his voice...haha...he said that he is so boring and wants to play with me...haha...now he learns to go on9 in msn after my teaching...haha...reli makes me feel alive again...with small and cute kid like u doughlas!!!love ya!!!

determination???

everytime i try to attemp my ISU...i will get drifted away by something...is this fate???that be sure i will not finish my ISU on time???pls enlighten me...i must finish it!!!...

not feeling well oredi..

omg...went to toilet 3 times in jz 1 hour...feeling tak sedap perut liao,....i think is bcoz of last nite's party...eat too much...too sedap oredi da food..haha...u noe me la...uncontrolable when things is too nice...haiz...certainly hope da bone does not kill me...hope it comes out eventually..pray pray pray

swallowed a bone!!

holy shit..i swallowed a tiny bone while eating fish...dont feel so good...hopefully can throw out thru my 'big business'...haha...god bless me...

party!!!

later i'm going to a mooncake festival party...next saturday and sunday also got party...4 da same reason..mooncake festival!!!yahoo....jz love it!!!

holiday???not at all!!!

haiz...reli not holiday 4 me...got shit to do...lotsa ISU!!!...damnla...somemore ob is individual work...reli dunnu wat to do...not started yet...may god help me...

Farah Farah Farah...deep trouble!!!

wholy shit...dis week Farah is even worse comment by 4 judges...damn worry now...all FARAHNATHICS!! vote 4 her!!!y make me worry again???

One Big Family!!!Haha...

wao...today was such a happy day!!!haha..rite after period 4...me and jordan meet up elaine, leech, chui lee and chee hong at the foyer...we sort of did our homework while waiting for my sis(cheng wai)..hehe so happy..then we went 4 lunch...haha...there is not enuf space since the table is kinda small..well we stick together anyway...haha...we chit chat...have fun..chor tai di...haha...the table includes me, steven, chui lee, leech, my sis(cheng wai), elaine liew, elaine chow, kevin, jordan and charlie at the begining..but after a while..charlie recieve a mysterious call (i think is Yvonne) and he went off...haha...

well we talk 4 very long...everyone was enjoying talking to each other..just like a reunion lunch...well although kevin didnt talk much..i think he enjoys watching me and chui lee in our WAR OF WORDS...haha...it was fun..although she owiz gek me...well to the fun part...i actually became my sis's KULI!!!...helping her to cut those meat was kinda fun too...jhahah...u r 1 lucky sis!!!...anyway i had some fries and potatoes too!!

we then chor tai di while waiting 4 our food..it was slow man!!!wat kind of service is dat!!!anyway...i gave my sis an alphabet chain..soli sis coz is too big 4 u...shudnt have change!!!shit...i hope u love it...well..finally i hug my sis...soli 4 waiting sis...haha...damn dumb rite me??...i hope we still can sit together and have this kind of fun today in the future!!!frens 4eva!!!

ah...finally it started...

haiz...after i try to connect and find other users...finally it is connected and starts downloading...so happy...been waiting 4 so long...since no 1 has the song...

brand new equipment and system!!!

haha...my house has been renewed by adding 40 over plugs and improving water and paip system...haha...this is great..i no longer have to turn the button in order not to let the water drips after every single bath...so happy...more plugs...more efficient...

England is going down!!

this is the worst performance ever from the England side ...against Northern Ireland???they should laugh at themselves 4 the embarrasing 1-0 defeat...in the first half England had created a lot of chances but it is useless if u dont convert chances into goals...Northern Ireland defended well and totally deserve to maintain 0-0 draw at half time..but second half...Northern Ireland pick themselves up and decided to go 4 da famous victory...which they did!!!England had to chase the game after the 74th goal...it is totally sux!!!after the 4-1 defeat to Denmark and 1-0 small win over Wales..England r now facing its crisis...Swen-Goran Eriksson has to act immediately if he doesnt want to be fired!!!

Recovery..

well well well...yesterday was a total disaster 4 me...feeling so down yesterday...something just trigurs the old and bitter memory...like the blogs b4...i had been going thru the process of recovery...which has work very well 4 me...i'm becoming me again...

about letting go..

to let go or not to let go is just a decision...the ability to let go is another aspect which requires time, energy and determination...yet...even someone hu has all the criteria to let go of his/her past/memory...it is not so easy to do it...u cant say that 'u can let go' so easily...this has directly link up to our mind...when the mind play tricks on us...not even the strongest determination can overcome it...but..everything has an end...so do the past...just saying that everyone shud try to let go of their regrets...yet dont ignore the consequences that comes with it...

the mind is a terrible thing!!!

human mind...it can be a magnificent creaton of God...yet it can be the weapon of destruction...well above all..it always play tricks on us, human....sometimes u dont want to change your 'mind'..yet...it is the mind that change us...everything...our feelings..emotions..ideas...and because of this..it has brought a lot of sadness and despair to this world...it causes divorce..marriage..love...hate..jealousy...and all sorts of feelings..MIND...it is connected to our HEART indirectly...so...pls...love your mind...yet beware of it!!!

Kena tipu!!!

haha...damn pissed jz now!!!i was told by one of the tuition teacher dat my bro's tuition class ends at 9.30 pm..so i sacrifice small part of my daily show to fetch him..when i reach there...i saw some parents waiting 4 their kids...i tot was the class i was waiting 4...but..damn...they told me it was 10 pm!!!...holy shit!!!now i missed the whole show!!!anyway will wake up at 2 am later to watch it and the match-England vs Northern Ireland~!!!!

Love is Important

LOVE isnt just anything. It's not a toy that you can just play with and throw away into the garbage bin after. It's a part of life. Without it, we feel emptiness in our souls. Having no one to love and not to be loved by is worst of all.

It's important to love. It's like oxigen to our soul. Without it, we just die.

Why must we love someone? I thought about this for quite long and finally got the answer. We must love because we start to love from the time we are born. And then, in the later years, when we have girlfriends and boyfriends, we have to love them with a sincere heart. After university, we get married and then start a family. Love must be taught to the whole family to have prosperous and peaceful family. This is also known as "The Circle of Love" created by God.

If there is no love, evil is born. From evil, war and mass destruction will take place in the world. And then, it would be the end of the world.

So, you people out there who have someone to love and are loved by, you should be grateful. Treat them nicely!!!

wah..lotsa horror movies!!!

well well well...there are 3 horror movies await me ...The maid...Dark Water...and Creep!!!i love it....next week is holiday oredi...gonna watch all of them...hopefully...wednesday is the perfect day to fo it...bcoz it is the day for cheapest ticket....thinking of hu to call now..haha...

a lot of things that i dunnu!!!

omg...cant believe my best frens keep so many things in secret...even i dunnu....haiz...there r also something about me too...haiyo...is so scary...now that everything is revealed...felt kinda surprise and sad...haiyoyo...pls be honest and open to me..coz i'm open to anything...!!!

wats wrong with me??!!

holy shit!!!something is wrong with me...damn...cant reli control myself liao...if this goes on...ppl might get injured or hearts will break!!!God help me...i'm losing my mind, body and soul!!!

sick of it...yet cant deny the possiblities...

shit...everyone has been telling me that Farah is the next to go out of MI...damn...i was so pissed after hearing those...but when i think back..it makes sense...shitla...damn worry...

haiz...dunnu wat to do!!!

every sunday...i hv to worry about Farah going out of MI...even though i voted a lot for her...is that not enuf???...haiz...wat can i do to get u out of bottom 3???pls tell me...it is mental torturing for me!!!!

happy day!!!

today...finally i get to see Farah and the idols...they r so cute...here is the event...first..we reach Ikano by 12.30 p.m...then i saw 5 idols standing outside...then i shouted 'FARAH'..she wave to me....argh...i almost gone crazy...then...we follow a bunch of ppl to the food court...i was thinking...what r the idols doing at the food court??..could it be we followed the wrong crowd???...haha...they was there...eating...i didnt realize that Nita was walking behind me!!!omg...she look so pretty...haha...then we bought some food to eat while waiting for the signing session...

then before they go to the middle of the food court...we managed to take some nice pics with Farah..my love...she is so gorgeous!!!...i told her dat i'm that 'Oscar'...she actually remembers me!!!...so happy...then the signing session begins...we queue to get what we want...we took even more pics with the rest of idols...Daniel is so leng chai...even i cant deny it...so crowded...damn...

after we got what we want..we went to Ikea...omg...the system there was terrible!!!the whole system has only 1 main cashier!!!we have to walk miles to get there...damn it...damn tired...well...at least i got wat i want...so delighted...unfortunately elaine cant come...next time we will go together!!!

finally i'm back!!!

3.18 a.m..is da time i reach home...after the dinner in bukit jalil...we went to my dad's friend's house...which has disco,pool table,luxurious projection set...and more...we have fun there...drink wine...play pool...sing karaoke...dance...make new friends...it was cool!!!...dats is a fantastic opportunity 4 me to actually 4get bout all the trouble i had..and have fun!!!...okla..gonna sleep now...tired...

My sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeet family!!!

My family------------------>
At the curve...



My cousin sisters and i----->

At my house...

Farah..i still support u!!

jz now i called her hotline 10 times...heard her voice 20 times..coz 1 is english and 1 is malay...so sweet...will call more...

Manchester United--King of Europe and Domestic!!

my favorite team on earth and will be 4eva...manchester united is reaching its superiority since they lost that superiority in the year 2000...now..they are back!!!they r hungry 4 more...beware europe!!!

It comes to me eventually...

haiz...i was praying since last semester not to get some irresponsible teammates...now...i really got them!!!shit...donnu wat to do...y like dis???now we all on the same road to hell...

boring day..boring life!!!

today represents the most boring day since the reopen of Sunway University College(2nd semester)...got nth to do..actually got thing to do..but cant do coz no one seems to be interested...another reason is dat i cant go to either bangsar or carrefour today...miss farah...anyway...there is something to cheer about...tomolo the idols r going to IKANO at 1 pm..will definately be there~!!!

deep trouble!!!

damn it...this coming monday got an act to do ...yet me and my teammates dont seem to care about it...we never discuss..i cant contact some of them!!!damn pissed off!!!...dont reli know what they want...under pressure now...lazyla....

Farah, U disappoint me!!!

haiyo...jz now very sad oredi coz cant see farah tomolo...now..even worse...she performed badly...that's what the judges said...i'm damn worry bout her now...will pray for her and of coz sms and call...damn...anyway going to Ikano on this sunday to c her...dats something to cheer about...

damn sad!!!

haiyo...tomolo MI candidates will go to Bangsar 4 an autograph session...i cant go coz i dunnu the god damn place!!!...i got another shot...they will come to Carrefore in subang at tomolo nite...i cant go again!!!coz i hv to attend some stupid dinner!!!!...argh..god help me...i dont believe dat i dont hv fate to meet farah!!!

isnt she pretty???

FARAH FARAH FARAH FARAH
Isnt she just pretty and talented???all my wishes to her ...will support u 4eva!!!!ahhhhhhhhh wanna shout when i see her...like an angel...

turned down by DiGi

haiz...i recieved a letter from DiGi saying that they cant sponsor 4 CIMP Musical Battle...so sad...but i am still waiting for Hitz.fm's reply..hope it works...

kena bully!!!

haha...today i was bullied by chui lee...wanna cry...haha...leech and others all refuse to help me...fine guys!!!anyway...i know that chui lee was just joking...haha...we r still frens...er...rite??

Attack by bees!!

holy shit!!!Jz when my mum is about to go and fetch my bro..she opens the door and 2 bees took advantage to flied into our house!!! we know that they are attracted to light..so we off all the lights except 1 of the toilet's light so that they stay in there..then we use broom to kill them!!!that was just 2 out of billions of them!!!

Haiyo...From bomba to MPSJ!!

watla...yesterday bomba past the responsible of clearing the bee hive on the top of the tree in front of my house to Majlis Perbandaran Subang Jaya...yet..no one is here to clear the 'bomb' which will 'explode' anytime if someone doesnt know and shivered the tree...haiyo..they are black bees...just hope dat someone can come a.s.a.p...so dat no one will get injured..

thousand apologies!!!

haiz...i wanna apologize to leech, elaine, dearest sis, and everyone who let me drive them home or to anywhere but hell...so sorry ...due to my cureless stupidity...i frightened u all...damn me to hell...lucky 4 not bringing u guys along...wanna learn from 2 si fus...kah hoe and jordan...thx to them..i realize my stupidity...promise to learn well...pls..dont be shy to point out my weakness and scold me if it is necessary...i will be pleased if u all tell me in my face...thx a lot!!!

Bee Hive!!!

Holy shit!!! 6.45 p.m today!!!a large swarm of bees migrate from dunnu where to the tree in front of my house!!!it was right on top of my car!!! jz now..i was kinda scare when i go take my car to park it further away from the hive!!!...all my neighbours have agree to call bomba later to handle these bees...god bless us!!!

the cave sux!!

wat the hell!!!damn terukla the show...the cave...first impression out of me is like this show is magnificent...coz i heard the adv everywhere i go...but today watch it with leech and sis...haiyo...we all felt asleep...haha..anyway we had fun!!!now feel like wanna hug u la sis!!!

inexperiencedla...

haha...jz now my sis actually wanna hug hug with me...haiyo...i havent done this b4...somemore with a girl...shy...need time and improvent...haha...hmn..maybe i shud really try it...i will!!!