the reality of the world

well they say that when u r unhappy, u write it out....in this cae...u blog it all out!!!! well 4 me....i dont really knows wat i feel now, partly amazed, partly disappointed....

this is because no matter hopw hard u defend your ideas and actions, there are people who look at u with a biasness in their eyes....and no matter how hard u try to convince them that u r not 'EVIL' that they said u r, hell they wont listen to a damn word u say.....that is how realistic these people are....and im not saying that im not like them, but at least i know how to respect other people's ideas .... at least in front of them....i do not act it out.....dats called manners.....god how do their parents teach them to behave like that?????!!!!!

just as dis is not worse enough 4 me, wat reli amaze me is even those people who knows me very well....they did the same thing!!!! when things dont go their way, and at that time u voice up something, a suggestion or idea, hell ya u will get it!!!! they will treat u like an alien, who jz got into this house of pain....i mean...y do people cant just take 1 step back and try to look at the big picture for a moment??? they jump to conclusion too fast.....and hell they defend their own ideas!!! which is illogical at all.....

ah.....i know that these words might not sound real to u guys out there but is all up 2 u to believe it or not.....u can comment and condamn these ideas....u r all welcome to do so.....bcoz I CANT CHANGE YOUR MIND.....and I HAVE NO RIGHT TO DO SO TOO!!!!!

some of u might think that im out of my mind, perhaps i am....well then again, maybe is just that i am through with this world, i see the real face of humans, i been through all the insults and humaliation...and the emotional and psychological torture that some of us went through....no one will understad that!!!! maybe i am just disappointed of the world.......

finally blogging again....

well is been 6 months since i last lay my busy fingers on my laptop and start typing more than a thousands word for an informal journal....which is blogging....well lets just say that life has consume myself a lot...ever since my last holiday to thailand....this time the vacation to johor bharu is really different from what it has been a fantastic thailand trip.....i keep asking myself why is this happening???

surprisingly, the answer is really unpredictable, i found that myself actually have look at life in a different prospective. life is so fragile, therefore we human must always be prepare to face everyday life. it can be either really good or really bad....it will just happen....forget about all those sad stuff....in fact we should focus more on the happy side of life...what really makes a man happy? is it money? partner? time? properties? watching another man fails? or perhaps the simplest yet the most difficult to maintain thing, family? i will leave it here....because every man has different needs....and what they define as happiness varies across culture and religion....

thailand trip rox!!!

i noe i noe u guys probably wondering y da hell am i going to a vacation at this point of time....i dun tink is a problem...well maybe is bcoz i can use a break...while tinking of wat to put in my poster gua...haha...well we went to this sungai buloh highway esso station to wait 4 da bus to arrive...which eventually late 4 half an hour as expected...the bus was full of all my relative...from my cousin to my grandpa...everyone was here!!!....such fun even if is midnite...we started of our trip at exactly 1 am in the morning....the whole journey is jz 'SLEEP'...well that doesnt work 4 me...coz i jz cant sleep...maybe im exited...well they came from muar, johor (my hometown)...that is y they r exhauted...after 8 hours of bus journey...finally we reached perlis...where the malaysia custom take place...we went thru with our passport....haha....of coz...

when i open my eyes....im oredi at songkhla...a town with whole lotsa activities...well we went to 'serve' our stomach first...we had dim sum over there...well like owiz...my grandpa jz kept ordering dim sum 4 us...oh btw there r 26 of us....ya....so we had it on this long table where u c in the television...haha...is fun...(elaine ar...there r dim sum in thailand ok)...after that...guess where we went....songkhla beach of coz...where we take picture of the mermaid statue...well we take picture jz about everywhere we go...especially me and my cousin....he has a good imagination of position....yeah u bet it...we play water and sand...jz like the old days....wait till u c the pics....

actually there r too many things to describe if i wanna describe...well getting lazy...maybe continue next time...as a conclusion...thailand trip rox!!!!

great nite!!!

11/5/2006....is da date which i had the first bbq party wif the psychology gang!!!...hhaa....erm...not sure bout mr psychology...which is me...well...maybe is bcoz i got thrown off into the pool...or might be my make up...hha...well....although my phone is still not working...i had a great nite....thx to ms woo , ms chong and dr teoh...ms woo 4 drying my stuff...ms chong 4 taking care of my stuff( well sum of my frens like anusha and joanne too take care of them) and dr teoh 4 lending me his coat while im naked!!!...haha....thx everyone 4 having dis nite....and thx 4 the chocalates too...reli hope dat my tickets r still valid...especially the one which is 'destroyed'!!!...haha....hope to hv fun again!!!

be cruel to be kind

when ppl say i love u...and u dun love dat person...u hv to be cruel to be kind...dats the way....wat u guys tink???

busy busy busy!!!

well...haiz...the busy moment has come....got 2 posters and a literature review to be completed ....hopefully can be done b4 may 26 la....gambateh!!!

walao eh...iq test...haha

hehe...today did the 1 hour and 30 minutes iq test....is kinda hard but yet is straight forward too...is mixture of both la....well did crack my head to answer....kinda fun too...well at least i learn dat we all gonna do dis iq test to sumone in the future too...so is kinda helpful to me...reli hope dat i got more time on those questions!!!...i know im not so smart...haha...but hope im above average leh...hehe...